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Tuesday, 19 July 2011

  • I know I know I said I wouldn't leave you for the other blog. I haven't...exactly I've just been soooo darn busy it's been ridiculous. And as promised I'd still keep this blog for my personal things. SO you ready for this one?

    My mother is over in Western Washington this week. Yup a mere 5 hours away. When she told me she was going over for her sisters birthday party i was like "wait aunt janet is having a birthday party? ummm well i would've liked to have made it over" it was then that my mom told me simply i wasn't invited. hmmmm umm what? At first mom told me that its because aunt janet had too many friends coming over for the party. ok i get that i understand but well part of the reason I moved up here was to get closer to my family again. Heck I would've made the 5 hour drive just to drop by for 5 minutes to see everyone.

    Yet aunt janet is no longer on my facebook. Why you ask well because after the last year of seeing her comment on the other neice and nepherws statuses and never on mine or in fact never even when I wrote on her wall would she reply back I figured it was just time to delete her. I haven't talked to her in prolly two years. I got tired of me always being the one to make the phone calls so yeah....

    I knew what this was about. She doesn't approve of how I live my life. She hasn't ever since I told her i was pregnant with my third child. Even at Reed's funeral it wasn't an I'm sorry for your loss from her it was more of a sense of relief from her.

    I asked mom if she asked her WTF was up. Since I'm planning on heading over to that area in September thought I might as well figure out if it's worth visiting her or not. Mom told me that after me being sick last year she just couldn't take my drama anymore. That she still loved me and had lots of nice memories of me as a child. UMMMMM hello? SHE couldn't take my drama anymore neither could I hence the move hence wait a minute...my illness of last year was too much for her?

    Try my kids who still are afraid to hug me because it might hurt. Try me who had to live through not knowing what te heck was wrong with me. Try the fact I thought I really would lose my kids over my illness.

    So to you aunt janet I'm soooo sorry if i haven't lead the perfect life that you think I should've I'm sorry I've been divorced twice(umm your brother has been married 4 times and your marriage hasn't been perfect) I'm sorry if I chose to have more than the "normal" 2.5 children. I'm sorry I've been through more than my fair share of pain in my adult life that you can't bare to support me through. Kenna heard what you said about the drama(she was listening when i didn't know) and her first response was "too much for her!!! that's really selfish" hmmm guess I'm raising my kids the wrong way too huh?

    uggg i'm just beyond dsigusted with my mom's side of the family right now. saying she has fond memories of me. WTF did I die? Well you know what through my drama I have learned who I do and don't have time for in my life and you aunt janet are MORE drama and I don't have time for you...

    There now I feel a little better. yikes yeah for family

Monday, 11 July 2011

  • Hidden gardens and yellow brick roads

    Ok maybe not yellow brick roads but ummm did anyone know i had a hidden rose bush and a lovely brick wall and shrubbery in my back yard that leads up to the top of my yard?Ok you didn't either...phew because well ummm neither did I!

    We spent the day yesterday hacking and weed eating my backyard. Brandon discovered a brick wall as well as two paths. I discovered that if all my garbage was off my back patio it's actually pretty huge. I learned how to do a burn pile. I also learned my neighbors love me lol. Why?Well because they have never seen the backyard look so good.There's still a bunch of work to do, but the neighbors were more than willing to lend me their rakes and hoses so I could get this ugly yard into shape.

    Oh yes...I have a rose bush in my back yard that has survived not being choked out by these horrid weeds. I also dicsovered my house was built in 1907. That makes this house 104 yrs old. It makes me so sad to think a house that old has just been left to pot.

    I wish I would've taken a before picture. The yard looks totally different right now. We're going to remove the brick from the burn pile(because we found a bunch of brick in the backyard as well) and make a different firepit for marshmallows and such.

    My one neighbor was laughing at me when he got home because I was on top of one of the back walls yesterday throwing down trash. I think every person who has ever lived here just threw stuff into the backyard when they moved. The town of Rosalia is not even gonna recognize this place.

    And I'm happy to say I only jumped off down the wall once while moving a piece of garbage and thinking I saw something move. I blame Brandon since earlier he had found a snake and tried to tell me it could be my new pet....stinker.

     

Thursday, 07 July 2011

Sunday, 03 July 2011

  • exhausted!!!!long story short of my last two days, found a gas leak late friday just shut off the gas since well umm can never get ahold of my landlord. started calling landlord at 730 in the morning leaving messages....no reply by 1 called the gas company they came out(still no call from the landlord) fixed leak and water heater which has never worked properly....but found two things wrong with the furnace. enough to write a warning and shut off my furnace. kept calling landlord. He finally called back at 730 and swore there couldn't be anything wrong with the furnace since it was installed by code last year.Well part of the prob is the cap came off the chimney...and something about the lining through the chimney....

    he says he'll be here Tuesday to take care of all this stuff.....ummm not just a one day job but well we'll see. sooo tired of this.

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  • Family thats what life is all about. At least for me it is.I am momma to 4 kiddos and 1 baby boy in heaven. Homeschoolin, blarin the car radio so we can all sing along, baking, cooking, tattooed and pierced, CHRISTIAN without my God i am no one, fun loving, great hugger, and an even better listener!
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